Hate that I Love you

You don't even know how much i love you that makes me want to hate you
even with all the rules in the game of love
pretending and such a drama play
or maybe you don't want to know at all?
nor for caring

I hate this part when i have to face the world alone
and like Secondhand Serenade said...
I'm tired of being all alone
then again....and over again
I can't be honest with myself

I hate myself when it comes
some kind of feeling having no power to fight
no promises to keep
no certainty to hope
I just want to make it simple
so simply as it sounds

No, I'm (not) addicted to you
It is not.... but the fact is
I hate myself for losing youI don't know why it must be you
all i know that love is just love
Do I need any reason for loving someone?
it is just fine anyway


Am i wrong if i'm blaming you
because overall of this
the only thing i'm very sure about is
how much i hate that i love you