Ini adalah luapan perasaan saya beberapa saat yang lalu, ketika saya secara (tiba-tiba), hampir serempak dihadapkan pada beberapa kejadian, dan yang cukup membuat saya mengalami up and down sekaligus membuat saya merenung.
Hanya saja..............
Jangan harap kamu akan membaca sesuatu yang luar biasa, kata-kata di bawah ini justru cenderung memperlihatkan sisi pesimistic diri saya. (Better not expected too much then)
The world is fight against me
And the consequences is Me against the world
Sometimes, i'm asking myself a question
Am I too much to ask, or even too much in wanting something?
I'm not mad,
I'm just being crazy on my own world
there's enough trouble
there's enough unfortunate event
there's enough some kind of pain
I've let through my defenses
I'm tired already
pretend that everything is ok
standing still in my place
look definitely fine outside,
like i can handle it and resist this
but....
deep inside it's vulnerable
How suppose i expressed my feeling?
When someday my last barrier couldn't stand still from this hurricane
and finally fall
This time it seems like the world all centered in me
The universe have decided
stands its position to be contrary
I just feel like i'm isolated here
somewhere nobody belong
alone, lonely by myself
coz there's just me and this
far apart by the last barrier
The universe have decided to be my enemy
stands its position loudly
then......
it'll be my decision
either i'll take that as a obtacles
so I face this world as if it's fight against me
or i'll accept this condition and try to deal with it
which is not show that i'm vulnerable
but
it'll show that i will be stronger than I did before
Maybe someday,,,,,when i wake up
i'll realize the situation is keep getting better
and the world would smile
not just for you, me, but us
and we can show this greatest smile together :)
Hanya saja..............
Jangan harap kamu akan membaca sesuatu yang luar biasa, kata-kata di bawah ini justru cenderung memperlihatkan sisi pesimistic diri saya. (Better not expected too much then)
The world is fight against me
And the consequences is Me against the world
Sometimes, i'm asking myself a question
Am I too much to ask, or even too much in wanting something?
I'm not mad,
I'm just being crazy on my own world
there's enough trouble
there's enough unfortunate event
there's enough some kind of pain
I've let through my defenses
I'm tired already
pretend that everything is ok
standing still in my place
look definitely fine outside,
like i can handle it and resist this
but....
deep inside it's vulnerable
How suppose i expressed my feeling?
When someday my last barrier couldn't stand still from this hurricane
and finally fall
This time it seems like the world all centered in me
The universe have decided
stands its position to be contrary
I just feel like i'm isolated here
somewhere nobody belong
alone, lonely by myself
coz there's just me and this
far apart by the last barrier
The universe have decided to be my enemy
stands its position loudly
then......
it'll be my decision
either i'll take that as a obtacles
so I face this world as if it's fight against me
or i'll accept this condition and try to deal with it
which is not show that i'm vulnerable
but
it'll show that i will be stronger than I did before
Maybe someday,,,,,when i wake up
i'll realize the situation is keep getting better
and the world would smile
not just for you, me, but us
and we can show this greatest smile together :)
Ini bener-bener cukup efektif bagi saya sebagai ajang katarsis..... And believe me or not, now I can say that I'm totally fine
coz I can face the world with smile
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